Absence of the self + YT rec
There is only a nameless void within me, my sense of self never really existed.
I've been watching YT videos from the functional melancholic recently. His ideas and the way he structures his thoughts is incredibly fascinating and leaves much for me to ponder on, if you have time then have a listen [[[:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f51yiTUbG8s